Safe sex saves lives the life u save could be your own if yer smart & use a condom!

So today is beautifull outside with the temp at 26c.I was thinkin on heading to the beach but am staying inside & enjoying the A/C.Life is good again,but i am still not on any meds for my HIV status.The only specialist dr refuses to treat me as we had a personal run in along time ago.So i might have to travel to Toronto at St Micheals,this is the next closest place for testing HIV blood levels. The Can Gov has made alittle easier to travel to far places for medicale treatment.WEll going to cklean house this week-end ,drag i know but i havce help & want to use it while i can!~Actually my sex life has takin a dramtic increase!Now i am on methadone & need my levels tested asap as i can't keep up!Testosterone help is wat i need~about time eh foolks~well peace & love not wars & walls!Get Tested topday eh!

Clients losing $ at local ASO

Well access aids sudbury has cut back 1 food voucher /month for each of its HIV+ clients.Curious as funding has increased & client services are suffering.Wen i approached someone about my Caravan of Hope idea= we go across canada in motorhome or van doing HIV-aids & Testing Awarness & all they could say was how much insurence would cost!This is a rightous cause & need help here please ,type to me at jamesgsud@hotmail.com c/o caravan of hope Thanks & GODBLESS all my fellow warriors in the war against HIV-AIDS! Peace & love not wars & walls!

Peace & Love NOT Wars & Walls!

So ya another grey day outside,but thats keeping it nice n cool & we needed the rain for the berries anyways eh folks?Sudbury is having its blueberry festival next week & i always love eating them by the handfulls!Edger Cayce wrote that this berry would be a cure for disease,& ever since i read that i have tried to add blueberry's into my diet.I eat alot of fruit,Love the stuff & just can't get enough fresh or frozen fruit.It can get expensive but as i am not much of an eater anyways & i smoke pot to help with my eating.I bought off my bro & its not the best,not the worse though either,just wish it was covered under ohip !Wishfull thinkin?I love this country,i think its the greatest country on this planet!I just wish we would think,use our brains & start a peace process that will spread over the world!would be nice NOT to hear war anymore!

Love & Peace NOT WARS & WALLS!

I need a woman in my life,a partner that will make me a strive to be a better human being,Y am i having no luck in finding her?Well it would help if i started to look for a girlfriend to begin with.I think maybe i am subconsiously telling myself that they are a pain & it just doesnt seem to be workin out for me thses days.

So,it's a grey day out & thats not going to bode well for this weekends Festival Boreal.I wanted to check it out but will not today,maybe if its nicer out tomorrow i will go.I am not really living life to the fullest like i should be & find myself just existing.I have no goals,no aim.I ask myself,wat am i here for?Does speaking to youth help at all?I am not so sure these days,i see this world falling apart before our eyes,on TV everyday we see death,disease,starvation,humiliation,it goes on & on & it just doesnt stop!How can man allow this to go on?Have we become so numbed that we will allow this to continue?fuck,these are End Times indeed,& i know its going to get alot worse before it gets alot better,& the sad thing is i cannot do anything to prepare for this,& it makes me feel so small & helpless!GOD help us all!

Court next week-remand or jail?remand i hope!

So today was a grey day but it was cool out at 15c,didnt mind it much though & walked to my meeting at access aids sudbury.Not many have shown up in the last couple weeks ,glad they have their life together that they do not need support,but as for myself i need the support anytimne i can get it!The Pressure of court has been building up for the last few weeks & i am almost paralized with fear & doubt & had better get my shit together fast!Peace all,GODBLESS U & yours & have a good day eh

Safe Sex Saves Lives,& the life your save could be your own,if u r smart n use a condome!

So ya hey go get tested if u havent done so already okidoki?I for one was very pissed at the world when i tested poz.I had been useing the point needle exchange for 5 years & practiced strict rules around useing your own equipment n NO sharing needles EVER!but,in 2001 i was dr,ing a working girl who was HIV+,& after hitting her i tried to cap the fit & it went through the top & into my thumb!ouch!Then about 2 or 3 months later i started getting night sweats,fatigue,& was losing weight fast.I went out with a girl that was HIV+ for 5 yrs, so i knew all the symptoms & so went to get tested to know fer sure.Now adays its not living with hiv THAT'S THE PROBLEM,ITS DEALING WITH THE NEGITIVE ATTITUDES OF OTHERS THAT IS THE HARDEST PART.I have been clean now for 3 years & when i smoke a joint just so i can eat something,i hate feeling like a criminal,i am not,& am doing my best to do things the legel & honest way!Trial for my fraud charge(going in to ask bank manager to check cheque is my crime)is on july 10,2007 & the crown wants 1 year for this offence!& i have yet to talk to my lawyer but will attempt to do so this week as trial is next tuesday!I am trusting in GOD that things will work out but i still should talk to my lawyer & make sure he has at least a tape showing wat happened at the bank.I still cannot see how he gets fraud when i went to the bank & asked the bank manager to check the check?Well i have now pushed away almost evreyone out of my life.I am lonely,I am starving for love,starving toi deathone could say eh!Peace & love to all eh folks!